Skip to main content

Posts

Showing posts from May, 2012

U have to be lost...

To be able to find yourself again. And you have to know that your are lost.Otherwise there is no other way to know if you want something so bad. I read somewhere that-If you dont know,you're not ready. I have been there,so I know. Sometimes I still dont know, I still am not sure what am I really looking for. But atleast I know ,that I am looking ,that I have to keep searching. Even if I dont know,I know one thing is how it feels on finding that answer,on not feeling lost anymore. And that is the feeling of coming home after a long travel tour across various destinations. That feeling you went looking for around the world or country (whatever the case may be) and you finally found it right in your home. So for the last 2 weekends I have been out practically all day (some of the liberties you can take,when your child is away from home at the grandparents,enjoying his vacation and you enjoying yours). On both the occasions, by Sunday evening, I was pooped and longing to get back ...

Be with it,Deal with it,Be a man! Or a woman(as the case may be)

So you're dealing with issues of your own heart,hearth,home or whatever it is that has made you forget your other responsibilities or other aspects of your regular life,dont forget that someone out there is waiting for you,for your response, for your revert. And you can never ever get away from that, more so if you are a parent.You will be on call 24/7 whether at work or at home or in your social setup. Unless you have decided to become a recluse and not attend to anyone else,but yourself in your life. Its tough to smile when your heart is pinning for a good deep crying spell, tougher still to be still,when your mind is wandering ,looking for solutions of  a different nature that no one else can solve for you. It is probably your loneliest moment,the toughest one where you dont think you can take it anymore. But that's probably the moment when you just have to hang in there.Thats the moment when you have to reach out , to your closest kin ( if you can know and trust who tho...