To be able to find yourself again. And you have to know that your are lost.Otherwise there is no other way to know if you want something so bad. I read somewhere that-If you dont know,you're not ready. I have been there,so I know. Sometimes I still dont know, I still am not sure what am I really looking for. But atleast I know ,that I am looking ,that I have to keep searching. Even if I dont know,I know one thing is how it feels on finding that answer,on not feeling lost anymore. And that is the feeling of coming home after a long travel tour across various destinations. That feeling you went looking for around the world or country (whatever the case may be) and you finally found it right in your home. So for the last 2 weekends I have been out practically all day (some of the liberties you can take,when your child is away from home at the grandparents,enjoying his vacation and you enjoying yours). On both the occasions, by Sunday evening, I was pooped and longing to get back ...