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Love and the unattainable star

Dying on the inside is far worse than dying in the physical form,cause it leaves you with no choice but to drag your corpse of a brain around and not be able to do anything.
Love is the drug that keeps you from dying on the inside...whether its the love of your family, that one special person in your life, your child or something inanimate as the love for what you may do or aspire to do. Imagine having that taken away from you or it fading away into oblivion for some inexplicable reason.It can shake you from inside, give you psychological inertia and in turn numbness and eventually death of the mind and a total shut down of the soul.
But once that happens how you open your system, awake your soul is more important, or whether you are able to do it at all.
A lot of times after the lose of love in any form leaves such a strong void in our life that we are unable to fill it with any other substitute. Yes everyone around says life goes on and time heals everything,but there are some things that pretty much change forever. The aims and the goals change forever,cause the purpose seems lost in this case.
The whole perspective towards which you were looking, appears to have done a topsy  turvy on you.
This seems like a hope-less and extremely lost-case post, I know. But in all the talk about positiveness and about having hope and keeping the faith ,these are harsh truths that only those who have experienced eternal love and lost it can fathom the truth behind this.
Yes, people reach greater heights and win more acclaim than they could have imagined especially in the eyes of the world,even after their losing their love of any form. But there is an emptiness inside ,a longing for the unattainable,for that far away star in the sky,which they know can never come down to them.
Who knows,maybe that's what keeps them going even after all that heart-wrenching loss.
And maybe that's how the phrase "reach for the stars" was coined.

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