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So I got to the salon pretty regularly ,sometimes to 2 different types,case I like certain services in certain places and some in another one.The services that I get done are probably least of the concern. So being a working mother and all that, I usually find time for this indulgence over the weekends only ( as is the case with most people,who appreciate grooming themselves).This basically also means that most weekends are busy days for the salons and the people working there.There's a fat chance that if you went without an appointment you'd probably not even manage to get your pampering session. This weekend a similar incident happened ,but the underlying connotation of it shook me more than anything else. I walked into my regular place,without an appointment. The girl at the reception asked me,if I could come back after about 45 mins. My desperation for a pampering session was higher than my submission to waiting.So I agreed. I went out to a nearby coffee shop, ...

Dying on the inside is far worse than dying in the physical form,cause it leaves you with no choice but to drag your corpse of a brain around and not be able to do anything. Love is the drug that keeps you from dying on the inside...whether its the love of your family, that one special person in your life, your child or something inanimate as the love for what you may do or aspire to do. Imagine having that taken away from you or it fading away into oblivion for some inexplicable reason.It can shake you from inside, give you psychological inertia and in turn numbness and eventually death of the mind and a total shut down of the soul. But once that happens how you open your system, awake your soul is more important, or whether you are able to do it at all. A lot of times after the lose of love in any form leaves such a strong void in our life that we are unable to fill it with any other substitute. Yes everyone around says life goes on and time heals everything,bu...